Month: February 2026Page 1 of 2

Mr. Gloom is an Ideal Being

In my view, Mr. Gloom is a perfect being. He never specifically demands to be fed; he never screams, never judges. He simply endures, never refusing me anything that wouldn’t be contrary to his nature.

The Basement

The basement is my true home. This is where I spend my most important time. My time. Yes. The basement is a good place.

Mr. Gloom

I have Mr. Gloom in my closet. He appeared in my life inexplicably. One day, I simply found him in a corner of the basement hallway. He stood…

Day 230. The Vomit of the Mind

Slowly, creating becomes part of the day, like walking the dog or drinking tea. It’s not essential for survival, yet removing it from the script creates a certain deficiency.

Day 229. Craft days

There are creative and craft days. Without craft ones, creative days cannot follow. They get blocked, creating a backlog of unused energy.

Day 228. Catching Chaos

I am getting closer. To that elusive relationship between chaos and perfection. My lifestyle fuels the creation of such works. Catching chaos is my daily life. I managed…

Day 227. Playing God

Painting is playing God: creation beyond logic. The ultimate power is annihilation. Nothing empowers like destruction.

Day 226. It’s only the air

I rest my head on the pillow and try to steady my breath. I feel a chill on my cheek. It’s just fresh air, I tell myself, It’s only the air.

Day 225. Everything is fueled by the sun

The reserve of solar energy I gathered in the summer is running out. I feel the depletion in my bones. Everything is fueled by the sun.

Day 224. The most beautiful things happen in the shadows

Beautiful things happen in the shadows. Shadow is a sanctuary for thoughts that wish to remain hidden. Spirits forage among the leaves.

Day 223. Snow and Anthracite

I am greeted by a flock of rooks. They look proud in their feathered breeches. They contrast wonderfully with the glare of the sun.

Day 222. Roots

I met her again recently. I don’t think of her as a specific individual, but rather as a template. A template of the mind.

Day 221. Flesh, Bone, and Will

It always puzzles me when people speak infantilly about angels. These beings of immense will and a morality that is too difficult for humans to grasp.

Day 220. Concubines

— A Pan, drogi Prezesie, gdzie spędza te wakacje?

Day 219. Lovers

Finally, you have officially become my Muse.

Day 218.

I tak oto zwiedza mój świat oniryczny spisany tragicznie bohater liryczny.

Day 217. Hermès

Pewien uroczy dżentelmen razu pewnego wziął mnie w rejs gondolą wieczoru zlewnego

Day 216.

When we finally touched upon conceptual art during a contemporary art history lecture, it turned out that for every woman in the group, the subject was completely foreign….

Day 215. Porcelain birds

Ileż to krów Hermesie znów skradłeś Apollowi?

Day 214. Meditations on Yucca

Meditations on Yucca – how, on a surface filled with chaos, a few precise moves define order, between the light and the dark.