I am getting closer. To that elusive relationship between chaos and perfection. My lifestyle fuels the creation of such works. Catching chaos is my daily life.

I managed to lean over the carnations once more before they withered.

On canvas, they might not closely resemble their species, but in person, the painting is very pleasing to the eye. Especially from a distance. For me, that is a significant achievement. I will continue with locally supplemented sketches.

Currently, the greatest challenge is the proper preparation of the underpainting.

Meditation on the light within carnation petals, 30×40 cm, oil on canvas, 2026